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Do you ever get that feeling where you feel you miss someone so much? and in denial of who that someone is? I've been having that sort of feeling for several days now, I know who I miss but I tend to brush off the feeling coz it's just not right. I believe in loyalty and committment, where the person doesn't need to be beside you all the time and even if you don't see him, the feeling is still the same. And this feeling bothers me... big time. CrEePy As iN! Anyways, updates... today ends my first trimester at MBA - APEX, with lots of paperwork loads to finish plus another last resort paper, I don't know if I can hold on pa! hehehe.. as if! I've completed all my accounting paperworks, I have but one na lang sa research.. I can't start it off since the prof hasn't approved my research question yet! we have to meet this afternoon pa. Aside from school, my ceo just targeted me as his project! he started the business over 10years ago, at my AGE! and he just d

Blogger at 26.... This week proved to be the most challenging so far this year. With the circumstances that dawned me, not mentioning the emotional strain things have put me plus the final lap of my first tri-sem with MBA APEX, the pressures of work plus the constant planning that seemed to get us no-where with my berkz. And to make things worst, I've lost the one person who had kept me sane all this time, my shoulder-to-cry-on, my listening-buddy, and the person who always said he'd never forget me ~ gone coz of pride.. My Pride.. whew.. Now, I am but a lost soul seeking something unknown waiting for a chance to someday find the path that leads to where I am supposed to be.

I was shocked by a sudden news I received in my cellphone just a few minutes ago.. a day of laughter and fun (thanks to my MBA - APEX counterparts) changed into gloom as I read the text message over and over again.. ... a niece of my tita in my company died this morning, due to sepsis from unwanted pregnancy. I knew her, she was a soft-spoken pretty young girl, a nursing student... and I could only remember her smile. It's such a tragic how young people now-a-days are so prone to death, this has already been the 3rd death I've heard over the week. The other was a friend of my brother's he died of "bangungot". Hay, I'm saddened by the realities of life, though I don't really know the story behind nor do I truly know the people, it's just so sad that a simple mistake could end their chances of making a difference or changing for the better. There would be power hungry people who'd surely comment that this is the main reason why abortion should be l