Fingerprints

After a long time planning... I've decided and am doing it! I recently started by MBA - APEX at my old University this month. The used to be 3year-MBA program now digested into uhm... hopefully... 1 YEAR! hehehe.. I had some apprehensions as to how I'm going to cope going back to being a student since it entails a lot of routine and practices I have no longer accustomed to doing. It also meant a lot of changes to what I AM accustomed and there are a lot of sacrifices to be made ~ but I thought WHY NOT?!! I am 26, it's the right time for me to stretch my vision as to what I really want to do in the long-run. For the first time in my life I know what I really want. Hopefully I can fuel it up til I get it right. Anyways, arriving to school last June 9,2006 sent me a melancholic feeling. Walking at the pathwys I used to walk 6 years ago or so. I had a few minutes to spare so I marvelled at the many different structures that was once not there.. hehehe... I remembered there

I woke up today hoping the feeling would be gone But then I realized, it just can't be done. Thoughts raged as I recalled.. It was this day.... 1 year had gone. Hmm... it was dawn when we finally decided to try and put our friendship to second base. I was so excited coz you'd be my first. Didn't really know how it would turn out, but I had hopes na it would somehow last. I was wrong, so naive, so foolish. Didn't see, didn't know it would end like this. I trusted, I cared, I loved. You didn't believe... Oh! a dud! When I knew your past I said to myself "he didn't deserve that... I would never leave him". Alas in the end, I was left like a baby puppy left in the rain to die. (firugatively speaking hehehe) 1 year I thought things would change. My heart's beating would finally end its pain. But no! Oh how could this be? How could I still be inlove with thee????!!!! Love, a profoundly mysterious feeling that sulks deep within one's heart. Ma