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Just Before New Year!!!

sino ba ang mas mahalaga sa'yo... ang taong mahal mo o ang taong gusto mong mahalin??? ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong iniisip mo bago matapos ang araw??? sya bang kasa-kasama mo sa lahat ng ginagawa mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo??? sino ba ang mas mahalaga... yung taong gusto mong makasama habang buhay o yung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay pag wla sya??? sino ang mas matimbang yung taong pag kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o yung taong tuwing iniisip moy parang kay bagal ng oras??? ano ang susundin... ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo sa'yo??? sya ba ung laging pumapasok sa isip mo o sya ung laging laman ng panaginip mo??? sino nga ba... ang taong nagpaluha sa'yo o ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo??? sino sa kanila... ang nagpapatawa sa'yo o ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon??? sino nga ba ang pipiliin mo??? ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO... O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON???

At last! I've completed the 9days simbang gabi for the nth year.. hehehe.. but it feels good.. :) was thinking of making my year-end blog report.. nakz.. but I'm still pondering what happy things had happened this year.. together with that we had an amazing clan reunion last Dec. 20th.. my cuzin has the pix and I'm waiting for him to send them to me pa.. post later.. HaPpY HoLiDaYs!!!

I found the song I want to walk the isle with.. hehe... Canon in D by Pachelbel.. I know di na ako original nyan but there's the kind of happiness and love I feel whenever I hear the song.. and I'll be more than proud to walk with my dad in my hand in that song.. as he walks me to the isle, my groom awaits lovingly ~ to be my husband and partner ~ forever. nakz! hahahaha... I found the kind of wedding ring I'd want to wear forever 2years ago. I found the church I wanted to get married in last year. I found the song I want to be played this year. Maybe next year I'll finally meet the one for me.

Heaven Knows Rick Price She's always on my mind From the time I wake up, Till I close my eyes. She's everywhere I go She's all I know. And though she's so far away, It just keeps getting stronger everyday And even now she's gone I'm still holding on So tell me, where do I start 'Coz it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go Chorus: Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way But only heaven knows And all I can do is hope & pray 'Coz heaven knows. My friends keep telling me That if you really love her, You've gotta set her free And if she returns in time I'll know she's mine But tell me, where do I start 'Coz it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go (Repeat Chorus except last line) Bridge: 'Coz heaven knows Why I live in despair 'Coz wide awake or dreamin', I know she's never there And all the time I act so brave, I'm shakin' ins

I got so many questions in my mind today.. simple ones and may even be selfish. I'm 25.. going 26 soon.. and I guess I'm near the crossroads of my life (or even in it, just didn't know) and yet I couldn't really say I've done a single great thing for the last few years or so. Now I begin to ask.. Why am I here? What's the sense of my life and where am I going? There are so many changes in my life, for one thing I noticed that the once unblemished face of mine now has a dark eyebag almost every single day from furiously crying the night before. Am I going to be like this for all eternity? There must be something more. I have given up a love that felt so real coz the other doesn't think it was real (or maybe di talaga pala totoo un in the first place).. ah yeah I know, I should get over it.. but hey, I'm human, I can't just throw these things away just like an old rug. I'm not someone who crosses the likes of love everyday, I'm one of the unfor

Yesterday was Mama Mary's Birthday... and the day I had my cyst excision.. yeah that's right! but it's ok.. this wasn't the first time I got operated on... remember the eye operation?? may cyst din un .. hehehe.. you can then call me.. 'Cyst Factory'... dad performed the task and funny but all the while I was thinking "why the hell did those other girls cry during the operation... not a single pain have I felt!" Maybe it's because it was my Dad operating me.. but I can quite recall I didn't lose my wits during my eye operation either.. maybe I'm just strong.. hahaha... But the end is not over yet... sa 19th pa ang result if it's cancerous or not.. whew! and if it's cancerous (i'm surely hoping not) titignan how much it has already spread.. if so, my whole boob will be taken off!!! oh my gosh! Ha! imagine this being done to someone who hasn't even really tried having a bf before.. and will never ever get to be married... wuhu

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