There's a lot of things bothering my mind these past few days.. I'm somewhat confused (but not the type na wala na tulog etc.. simple confusion lang of why things had to happen). A part of me was wondering why while another part is too tired to answer the questions.
Kanina I talked with a new-found friend in HK.. he's quite mature na in knowledge and age with me.. and I got something from him. There are 2 types of problems daw/question - Man Made problems and God Made problem.. "..if man made problem, it has a beginning and has an end" he explains and "while God made problem, you don't know when it started and don't be bothered to know if when will it end" ... Medyo kinda deep yung thought coz it's really very difficult to distinguish.. but something in his explanations early today made me think more of things that happened to me.. could've it been God Made? why so? ano kaya reason why something so good had to end.. it was abrupt for me.. but then again it may have been Man made too.. coz he had the choice to end it or not..
Hmm.. maybe life isn't to be analyzed after all.. but I just can't help it at times coz I now have this fear .. traumatic experience which bothers me alot and keeps me from stepping forward.. but I'm learning to.. unti-unti... and this time.. I'll take my time.. no need to rush.. :)
life is good!
Kanina I talked with a new-found friend in HK.. he's quite mature na in knowledge and age with me.. and I got something from him. There are 2 types of problems daw/question - Man Made problems and God Made problem.. "..if man made problem, it has a beginning and has an end" he explains and "while God made problem, you don't know when it started and don't be bothered to know if when will it end" ... Medyo kinda deep yung thought coz it's really very difficult to distinguish.. but something in his explanations early today made me think more of things that happened to me.. could've it been God Made? why so? ano kaya reason why something so good had to end.. it was abrupt for me.. but then again it may have been Man made too.. coz he had the choice to end it or not..
Hmm.. maybe life isn't to be analyzed after all.. but I just can't help it at times coz I now have this fear .. traumatic experience which bothers me alot and keeps me from stepping forward.. but I'm learning to.. unti-unti... and this time.. I'll take my time.. no need to rush.. :)
life is good!
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