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First Love... Never Dies... ?

Got a lot of kilig moments lately.. but not my own.. actually it's of a tita in her 50's who has, after all these years (35years daw), was in search of her first love..

hehe.. nice intro noh.. haha!

Small world..

she found him again coz he happened to be at my dad's phonebook! ... super funny ang connection ... and yours truly linked them.. haha.. coz I overheard her say a name, the same name dad mentioned to mom... and alas! it was he!!

Mom txted him first.. and the mere mention of her name brought a big YES! I KNOW HER! as reply.. hihihi... everyone in that meeting was sooo excited.. hahaha.. then immediately he txted her saying "can i call u now?!!" ... immediately she turned red! hahahaha..

35years of never finding your first love.. then with just one click they've found each other... what's kilig there is that little did she know that he was looking for her too and that she too was his first love!!

... and the rest is history.

Of course unlike any fairy tale little can be done to make the story end happily-ever-after coz in real life there are other people and families involved.. but the thought I'm trying to bring out here is that things happen.. sometimes too fast that sometimes we're not given time to say the things we want to say.

Though on their part I think no regrets are at heart but one does wonder.. what if she didn't let go? what if he found her earlier? what could have been if they never had separated?... so much what if's but I know the answer is clear.... they're not meant to be.

I'm a mere audience at the situation but this took a lot of thinking on my part.. what if I've seen the one for me but I let him get away?! what if the person am talking to right now is the one for me? what if I was too busy and he passed me by?! hahhaa...

Truly no one knows.. but the matter is clear.. Love is like trying on shoes.. you select and try them on.. right look, right quality, right occassion, right price... if the shoe fits.. we try to look for another, maybe there's more? maybe something's better pa? after endless trying on and different shoe stores visited... one always comes back to the right shoe.. the one who gave ur heart, feet and pocket comfort.. yet sometimes.. when we return, the shoe isn't available anymore..

ouchies

if asked... who my first love is... I'm confused.. I don't know how to answer that.. for I believe FIRST LOVE is the love who loved you back, isn't it? so maybe I'm still trying on love.. and so far nothing fits pa.. hehe.. I got big feet kasi! haha..


True love can never be found where it truly doesn't
exist... nor can it be hidden when it truly does

Comments

Anonymous said…
Yes, Laydee...first love never dies but trying to find out who among them was my first love,gives me a headache. My first love for sure is my mom...... and I will continue loving her 'til I die. eloy-lali(sailor)
Laydee said…
They say first love is the person who you can never forget and the first one who touched your heart daw. :)

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