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wwwwhhhyyyy....

Pissing off at someone is such an easy thing to release for most people but not for me.. why is it that it's always me who has to let go?!!

Was caught up in a crossfire between 2 lovers (my ex and his current) what the!?

I know exactly what you're thinking... and it puzzles me a lot too..

But the issue is.. as always it's me who has to let go.. funny as it may seem, this has always been the predicament eversince.. no one ever fights for me.. it's me who always loses..

and alas this time! to keep her insecurity off my back, I told her I'm pregnant and am getting married soon!

oh yeah right! even thought of a name for the 'father'... CHITO.. sheez..

now I'm in the market for a new globe sim.. hahahay.. after years and years and years.. now I need to change sims na.. and all because of LOVE.. whew...

how I wish I never have fallen.. how I wish I never met the guy.. how I wish I stuck deeply infatuated with the Canada-guy who thought of me as his little sister... how I wish I never learned to enjoy yahoo as much as I did before.. how I wish I studied Nursing instead of Commerce.. how I wish I didn't go to my old college.. how I wish I wasn't so damned 'mabait'.. how I wish I was a man! -- hahaha over na ata ahh..

yeah.. I may be laughing but this heart just got another beating.. streams of insecurity wants to tear my heart's defenses each time.. but why the hell (sorry never intended to be this hmm.. bad?) do I keep on falling for the wrong people?!

wake up! wake up Laydee and smell the house burning!

wake up!!!!! for goodness sakes!

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