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balemtimez.. haha

hmm.. i just came home from singles night out kanina.. mga friends ko sa office kasama ko.. halos lahat single (or ung mga bf eh not in the area).. lovapalooza of close up (million kisses) record is tonight, and we were just wondering how would it feel like to be goin there with someone instead of just thinking about how it would feel.. nakz.. i wasn't really sour-graping or anything but a thought came into my mind lang.. actually am happy for being single this time kasi i dont think im ready for one yet, i still have my childish ways na kaawa-awa ata ang mag-adjust sa akin.. hehe.. we were discussing how time changed us for the better and i told them na baka ganun na nga..habang tumatagal, we're becoming better people and more mature.. im not saying na immature yung mga may bf ngayon but what im saying is maybe we're not ready yet.. =) and slowly i see myself kasi getting more mature at things.. so maybe God is just preparing me pa and my partner pa diba.. so that when our paths cross, we'd know we are attracted not just physically with each other but also maturity-wise..

it's just like getting a bday present.. you have to wait for the right time to open it.. when we see the wrapped gift we sometimes assume what's inside but in order for us to know, we must first pass thru the stage where we open it slowly.. and when we see what's inside it usually surpasses our expectations... i see myself opening the present, sometimes it's frustrating, other times i get impatient, i have negative assumptions and sometimes i think too much who i would have in the future.. but i know when im ready il see the person God meant for me.. and accept him, the whole package coz when that time comes, im ready.

sheez.. this makes me feel mushy.. nakz.. hahaha... patience indeed is a virtue (not mine) hahaha..!
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