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What do you do if you where in my shoes?

After a few weeks of silence, completely closing my eyes and ears to the woes of my heart (nakz!).. someone is bothering me again ~~ my ex's gf.

Virtually didn't allow me to sleep last night, bothering me with messages such that same kami boses ng ex ko, same pa way mag txt, na I had alot of bfs daw according to my ex, and etc.

Yeah, anyone would just ignore... but it's hard to do so when you can't really turn your cellphone off (and sadly, my phone doesn't have the 'ignore number' button which I now envy with sony ericsson).

My subconscious tells me she's just way over-her-head insecure.. but the constant bugging and the way she composed her txts seem like she's mocking my being.

Can anyone help me put her out of her misery??!!

Hay! I know everyone sees me as someone sweet, mabait, etc.. but I can be the devil too!
I wanted so much to post her number sa mga porn sites or sa chatroom para maloka siya sa kakasagot ng mga maniac...

hay I could do worst..

But I guess, I'd be insecure too if I where in her shoes (sus sa ganda kong toh! kahit sino ma-insecure ~ hahaha jokez).

As my friend Ash told me before 'napakadrama ng blog mo!' ... hay naku, these sort of stuff keeps me busy unproductively. Someday, I will somehow have lots of positive points to post soon. =)

Nga pala, to make matters worst, all these things are happening a week before I am going to take my comprehensive exams for my master..... as if that wasn't worst, I still have to make my baby thesis of which I would have to defend on the 2nd week of march or so.... hay!!!!! plus I got deadlines for work!!!!!!!!!!

Hay, pasalamat siya naa siya sa layo, kay kung dili nayab-an na ug acido ang iyang dagway!

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