Ouchies! Major ouchies!... but life has to be this way... one must learn to adjust under the circumstance.. the problem is.. What Do I Do Next?!
Been pre-occupied the last few days... but not that busy.. hehe... more of like I'm now more determined that good things can and will happen in my life.. though sometimes some pang of hurt or jealousy surround me whenever I see couples together (nakz!) wala lang.. it kinds reminds or somehow 'wishes' of what could have been (nakz again) hehehe...
Anyways, I haven't cut off communications with him (I don't really know why not?!) I know alot of 'kilays' have been raised na over my 'decision' to keep the friendship.. but I just feel comfy and even happy knowing we still talk.. I don't know if it's a decision that would continue thru and thru, there will always be two sides.. I could hurt, or I could be happy. Though sometimes I get the 'silent jealousy' whenever the thought that he's also talking to someone else comes but I'm happier somehow talking to him this way than nothing at all (martyrdom, I know!).
Thus brings me to my ultimate question now-a-days.. Where do broken hearts go to help them heal? are they to 'change' everything they're accustomed to para at least di na ma-hurt? or are they to stay the same and just 'accept' the reality that the someone they used to 'own' are no longer theirs?
As the song Maybe (by neocolours) goes... Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too 'coz I know you'll never do, Somebody else is waiting there inside for you.... Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day 'coz I know she's there to stay...
Ouchies! Major ouchies!... but life has to be this way... one must learn to adjust under the circumstance.. the problem is.. What Do I Do Next?!
Anyways, I haven't cut off communications with him (I don't really know why not?!) I know alot of 'kilays' have been raised na over my 'decision' to keep the friendship.. but I just feel comfy and even happy knowing we still talk.. I don't know if it's a decision that would continue thru and thru, there will always be two sides.. I could hurt, or I could be happy. Though sometimes I get the 'silent jealousy' whenever the thought that he's also talking to someone else comes but I'm happier somehow talking to him this way than nothing at all (martyrdom, I know!).
Thus brings me to my ultimate question now-a-days.. Where do broken hearts go to help them heal? are they to 'change' everything they're accustomed to para at least di na ma-hurt? or are they to stay the same and just 'accept' the reality that the someone they used to 'own' are no longer theirs?
As the song Maybe (by neocolours) goes... Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too 'coz I know you'll never do, Somebody else is waiting there inside for you.... Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day 'coz I know she's there to stay...
Ouchies! Major ouchies!... but life has to be this way... one must learn to adjust under the circumstance.. the problem is.. What Do I Do Next?!
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