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hmm..

just finished a long blog of negatives but i remember one thought "If you've got nothing good to say, then don't open your mouth"...

yeah.. i think i should learn to do that.. but on second thought, what happens to all the negatives if i don't mind them? would there be possibility of me blowing up one day and start killing people?? hehe.. i hope not..

this week hasn't been that fruitful.. the routinary life is taking the best of me.. am beginning to feel bored.. discontent is hovering over my head.. sheez..

enough!

ahh.. was with a friend at lunch today.. and she was talking about their (bf & her) plans of getting married.. and it struck me!... marrying age na pala ako.. oh no no no.. hehehe.. the heat is on.. wedding bells will be starting to ring soon and it made me wonder.. (not that am thrilled of getting married NOW) instead i was wondering if i could ever walk that path.. better yet with who?! sheez.. ala lang.. happy for them.. wish them all the love and luck in the world :)

which friend? ahh.. hmm.. to be announced if i get their invitation na.. para formal... hehe

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