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Peopl
fall
inlove

not
knowing
WHY or HOW

it's so
special.

a feeling
that
doesn't
require

much
answers..

U just
love

no matter
how stupid
u become....


I let go of someone I love yesterday, after a long while. My mind told me it's time to do so, but my heart is crying little sobs as it slowly beats wishing the beats would just stop and all the pain would simply end.

It's tough, I know people would say 'it's the right thing to do' but how come I feel so wrong?

but no, I will not talk about it.

I'll just ignore, lock it up, until the thought just clears away.

That's what I'm goin to do.

I'll not cry, I've become numb.

I will not find someone better. My heart has died over and over again. Every time I let go of someone, my heart dies it's little deaths.

Now, there's nothing else to do but simply build a wall.

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