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YeAr EnD RePoRt... ThE YeAr ThaT WaS.. 2005

As I bid my 2005 goodbye.. there are several things I want to remember that surely made me a year older.. :)

A lot of people came into my life this year, as a matter of fact, a lot has even touched my heart and sad to say broke it too. Yeah I could say it was a sad year for me (emotionally). After 3years that someone whom I cherished so much had the courage to talk to me about it ~ but later quit by saying "I can't give you the life you deserve".. This year I got my first bf but he too replaced me with someone else.. Married men came my way but I'm glad I stood my ground and reminded them it's all not worth it.

Met my davao tsinoy friends this year forming new-found friends and proof that friends found in the internet could be real too. :)

Ah.. this year was also my year of great sickness.. had severe bleeding to the point of almost needing blood transfusion (was white as paper na daw).. had my breast cyst removed but glad to say the result of the biopsy test turned out negative for cancer.. whew close call.

Started gym this year in the hope of regulating my menses after the pills didn't work.. I'm into sports now.. playing badminton with family every weekends for around 1-3hours max.. fitted into old clothes during my college years! haha.. whew.. even fitted my pants in highschool.. hehehe

As I close the year and welcome the new.. all I can say is I'm glad to have gone thru all of those.. and hopefully this year, I may be more productive and emotionally free from confusion.. I deserve a break .. hehe..

NEW YEAR's RESOLUTION : Will think twice bago aamin ng feelings.. if possible I will stop allowing people to hurt me.. mas better they don't know how I feel for them than to allow them to hurt me again.

~~ got a lot of pix to post soon. but due to some reasons, di ko pa nakukuha ung pix sa cousin ko.. i'll try to post them ASAP. ~~

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