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Frustration and depression has taken the best of me today.. It all started with the cramps I've been feeling the whole night last night which lasted til I woke up at 4am.. all throughout the day I felt like in labor (as if na-try na noh? hehe) had the check-up sa OB-Gyne kanina and whew.. it was normal for me.. but she fears I have the pattern of someone who's got Endometrial Cancer - uh-oh.. pattern pa lang.. so don't be alarmed.. so now I'm into more treatment.. hayy.. she says usually lumalabas late 30's.. so thank God I'm still 24 eh? Oh well.. I just don't get my system thesedays.. I get hyper active.. then hyper lazy.. then hyper happy.. now, nothing could ever make me smile.. hahayy... They were even joking around na I should look for someone to impregnate me ASAP! but that doesn't just happen.. and I started asking myself.. Will I still have someone who'll truly love me if this thing would not heal? I've got so many What If's, I don...

We did the Stations/Way of the Cross yesterday.. 14 Stations by visiting 14 Different Churches in the whole Davao area.. whew.. kakapagod.. I got migraines afterwards and slept early.. hahayy.. pero it was fun at the same time blessed coz the whole family did it. Anyways.. posted the pictures as promised.. hehe.. EB Tsinoy 2005 at Port Cafe, Davao City. Sumitted the Video I've been editing for the last couple of days.. whew.. hehe. will be aired daw somewhere next week.. at www.ofw-tv.com at the Health Portion.. will be posting the whole site soon.. nakz.. galing ko daw. hahaha.. whew..

nice... Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

books na binabasa as of the moment ni adskie.. hehe 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm 

Tsinoy EB 2005 March 19 at Port Cafe 6:00pm  

This has been the 3rd night I slept late.. need to finish the editing ASAP! due is on Mar. 25th.. whew.. I'm halfway na.. or even almost finished.. Had quite a frustrating day with the program though.. the cd's dad bought wont burn! the email account wont open! even the ftp uploader won't upload! hahayyy! am really worried now and truly wished I bought that flash memory stick someone offered me.. hahayyy again! am keeping my finger, legs & toes crossed for any sudden crash sa pc.. I really hope not! Good thing is.. the Japanese-Made-No-English-Manual Digicam we got gave us a little enlightenment on it's features.. whew.. hahaha.. I feel like a little kid curious of a new gadget with fear I might destroy it.. but dad gave me full confidence na we can figure it out.. haha.. and we did.. it has this memory card.. and now we figured out how to put the pix in the memory card.. and wallah!.. hehee.. got the usb card reader and writer.. so wallah again! hehe.. I'm no e...

My Green Mouse 

2 Tablets A Day Keeps Blood Transfusion Away. hahhaha 

hmm.. got headaches for real due to over-fatigue sa editing.. As I recalled.. I was a Business Admin. grad of '01.. how come I'm trying to learn movie editing? hmmm.. it's quite funny where life brings you.. hehe.. Today I spent the whole day with this thing.. started out by looking for lapel mic.. hayyy.. nakakaloka! have almost circled whole Davao ha! hehe.. quite exaggerated.. well.. went thru all possible outlets but couldn't find one.. how hard can it be?! .. Quitted the lapel search and headed back to do the movie shoot! haha.. camera girl na pud! hahaha.. I couldn't believe in the end my hands are quite shaky na pala.. not how they are used to.. hayyy.. I'm getting old... And it's been few hours since I've been studying this movie editing program.. cracking my head open to understand the words they were trying to tell me.. now my eyes are tired.. my back hurts.. my neck is painful.. I think it's time to rest.. hehe.. I am really getting old. A...

Just got into the groove of making an entry in my blog.. I met with several women of Tsinoy.com - Davao tonight.. there were around 5 of us.. a shared chit-chat and dinner at Port Cafe followed by extended chikka at Mc Donald's hehe.. will be posting pics soon. The ladies were equally exciting to talk to as the posts were in Tsinoy.. we were even talking of doing another one and by that time hopefully alot more Tsinoyers will be present.. the turn-out was pretty good coz those who promised to come were there.. =) I was late hehe.. a few mins lang naman.. coz today Ate Flor was operated upon by Dra sa kanyang 'mayoma' and the whole IMG-Davao was like cramming to get extra blood kasi she needed a lot more than expected.. and since her blood was rare daw (A+) whew.. my cellphone was beeping non-stop both Globe and Smart ha!.. but thankfully everything went well.. Prayers for fast recovery na lang.. Furthermore, I was browzing some blogs of other people and found this really n...

PDCP Landco Corporate Building.. where my office is located.. =) 

The Marco Polo... taken ata from Ateneo de Davao University.. hehe.. opposite lang kasi sila 

A View Taken from former Durian Hotel ata showing Bajada St.. with Pryce Tower (right) and Landco Corporate Bldg. (middle) and a part of the first mall of davao Victoria Plaza 

a view of Davao City's Marco Polo Hotel (Far Left) and The Royal Mandaya Hotel (Far Right) 

I just heard this nice song over yahoo.. hehe.. it's funny coz sometimes even though u hear these songs over and over again.. u dont really get the point.. but one day, out of the blue.. the thought just pops in.. nice nice.. hehe they read you cinderella you hoped it would come true and one day a prince charming would come rescue you you like romantic movies and you never will forget the way it felt when romeo kissed juliette and all this time that you've been waiting you don't have to wait no morei can love you like that i would make you my world move heaven and earth if you were my girl i would give you my heart be all that you need show you you're everything that's precious to me if you give me a chance, i can love you like that No matter how grown up one is.. truly there are moments when one still believes in fairy tales.. hehe.. Nga pala.. Happy Araw Ng Davao!

Today I recall a wonderful movie entitled "Life is Beautiful" about a Jewish Man who kept things positive by acting jolly and acting as if everything was just an act so that his son would not see the reality of war and persecution of the Jewish community.. he did succeed but in the end he was killed. I recalled that movie coz it truly is so difficult to act and think positive specially if everything else isn't. I admired that father coz eventhough his life was in the line, we didn't want to spoil his son's memory. Am feeling quite negatively today, no matter how positive the day started out.. though I can't blame anyone for feeling this way, I just can't help but ask.. Why can't anyone be real to me? Hayy.. enough of the negative stuff.. there are positive things naman that happened today that I truly appreciate one friend (maybe the last guy friend?) I got in manila.. he's been asking me about business and stuff.. and his asking kept my mind of...

Yesterday a licensed MedTech visited the house to get our blood samples (Our na ha.. hehe.. 2 na mi eh.. granny's not feeling good as well) .. and guess what!? my Hemoglobin Count is at 72 while the normal is at 120! hehehe.. that's what you get when massive blood flow happens.. anyways though am not really that weak (except of some dizzy spells) am really overwhelmed by how many people care for me.. as in literally.. whew.. my cuzins, aunts and uncles, titas and titos, office buds etc had been calling all day and whole week na I shouldn't do anything daw, I have to seat lang and rest, I have to eat this, drink that.. hehe.. even online buddies have shown how much they care.. and no words can express how much I'm touched.. it truly made me cry.. hehe.. siguro it's because hindi ako sanay to be cared for like that.. I've always been independent (unless in dire need na gyud) and am used to me taking care of people.. not vice versa.. and the experience truly made ...

sick.. 5days na.. 

I'm back from Cebu after a two-day convention.. I'm still dizzy from the trip (bus-boat-boat-bus) plus the untimely girl-thing! im having massive blood loss..!!!!! the week has been too pressuring for me (with all the deadlines) plus I got to do something pa pala to finish up a project (dad) which will be due tomorrow! whew.. plus another one scheduled to be released on the 10th! (ofw-tv) oh man.. this week would surely be a hectic week.. not to mention my current situation where im already wearing baby's diaper! hahahha... And to add more confusion.. An online friend confessed he has been lying all along.. whew... am I doing something wrong by being genuinely honest?!! (to online people and in real) .. however, apology accepted and forgiven.. I just hope events in my life don't turn me into a heartless person too much.. coz that would certainly be not me. -- till then, my ovaries are in pain!