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after a long long while...

it has been a long while since i last posted here.. my monitor got busted and was busy with work. didn't really see the point of buying another montor since i don't really intend to spend too much time online but due to requests and other important matters in the family and in work, well.. obviously i bought one.

hmm.. last week marked the start of my year.. a great start and hopefully it will continue.. a lot of prospects had been talked to.. until i got sore throat! whew.. sleepless nights and early morning meetings.. haha.. i love this life!

many are making their 'new year's resolutions.. and i am thinking of one too for myself.. but the only resolution im targeting for this year and hopefully beyond.. is SAVINGS! i need savings.. i've been working hard and deserve to sooner or later stop the excuses and save as much as i should. whew..

another is FOCUS.. i know as a woman (i am one hehe) emotions truly hit hard and affect me as much as any other woman.. but this time, im prepared to just let go of the emotional side of things and let things be as they should.. im tired of running after potential heart-mates.. now i realize, i dont need anyone (lovelife) in order to be truly happy.. Happiness is within!

well.. i do hope truly with proper discipline and guidance that i won't be side-tracked again!

2years is enough.. it's time to move. =)

im set to achieve what i truly am in life... no cute-smooth-talker-fun-to-be-with-coz-he-brings-out-the-best-in-me-but-is-only-a-friend-insecure-takes-my-breath-away-and-blows-my-mind-away-same-attitude-with-my-dad-and-somehow-looks-like-my-brother-seriously-considered-as-a-lifetime-mate-and-have-been-trying-so-hard-to-forget-because-he-has-made-a-difference-in-my-life is ever going to take it away from me.. i want to be Heartless!!

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