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actually just finished dinnertable conversation with my parents and uncle.. was curious of what the yesteryears were like.. actually been thinking about these stuff since early this afternoon pa.. i was tasked by img-davao to do the bpm presentation this afternoon and to give some insights on how times are changing.. i opened some funny-yet-real differences of the past and the present.. when i asked the audience how much was the cheapest fare they could remember someone mentioned P0.10 as in CENTAVOS! heheh it's like P4.00 now-a-days and im still 24years old!!! haha.. and to top it all.. jeepneys which they called Tartanillas that time would drop people off at their doorsteps! haha.. imagine! hahaha... another was the difference of buying-power of the peso.. my uncle would remember P50.00 as the salary of managers.. hehe.. and my dad said the 'beetle' as we call it by Volkswagon was sold at P8,000 hahaha.. not to mention the coins in the past which were really made of...

man! all the deadlines my dad is giving me for our company is frying my brains out!! whew.. got a lot of presentations using swish to make before time runs out!.. i've been relearning how to make these programs, it's funny coz i have tried doing this before, pero mas easier noon coz i was doing it for fun.. now i have deadlines to catch.. hahayy.. anyways was browzing a lot of guides and help-forums about this stuff since this morning.. my head is aching and im sleepy na so i thought of relaxing a bit.. then go on with the program tomorrow.. i have found my previous creations.. hehe.. well i can't show everyone everything.. just this last entry i did.. for fun.. was created sometime in 2003 pa.. around April.. i made it for someone.. nakz.. hehe.. but i dont think he got to see it anyways.. http://www.angelfire.com/film/laydee/laydee.swf anyways the link is on top.. for those brave enough.. haha! chiao! well. so i don't forget in the future.. ...

tonight i was rummaging thru my old email accounts.. just reading some email some even since 2003 pa.. discovered na i did my first bpm last Aug.19,2003 pala. there were a lot of emails there which i sent myself (as BCC:) .. hehe.. well they were sent to u know who.. haha.. anyways.. saw how heart-felt my emails were and couldn't believe i was able to send those! whew.. the courage i had! hehe.. i guess love truly does that to people.. it's just sad na it wasn't given much thought ng pinadalhan.. i can't blame the person. earlier pa pala.. got a chance to talk with a college-bud.. girl-talk.. hehe.. basta the thought is.. No one can really force anyone to fall inlove.

today is Sunday.. a very rainy and gloomy day.. pero i dont really feel gloomy.. i feel good as a matter of fact.. as the title says.. i am an electrician today.. eventhough i have people around the house who knows how to do this stuff.. id rather try it for myself.. and if all comes to worst.. i ask for help! hehe.. so that's it.. installed the sound system .. connected all the wires for the 4 speakers it has.. plus the auxilliary sound source from the pc.. and alas! hehe.. i did it! am really proud.. i know super babaw.. but ang tanong "how many people do you know who can actually install something techie!? hehe.." anyways.. it's so cold these days.. people are getting sick with flu, coughs and colds.. lapit na Chinese New Year!!!!

am i tired? yeah! am i sleepy? yeah! then why don't i go to sleep?! ~ simply because if im not yet SUPER DUPER sleepy, when i lie down, i get restless and think negative thoughts again, worries and insecurities that'll keep me up all night! yeah, kinda sounds weird but i only lie down now-a-days when my eyes are too heavy to stay open. hmm.. i've been having sleep problems for weeks now.. it's funny coz kung kelan pa nagiging super busy days ko eh this thing occurs.. hmm.. well.. maybe my mind if working overtime lang. ~ anyways, no matter how BUSY the word busy means, i don't believe one truly IS busy.. i think they just dont want to squeeze in some stuff.. BUSY is a poor excuse to say than saying out loud I DON'T WANT TO.. well.. though i do try to keep myself positive these days, there are just times when one misses the old times (im only human..) yeah i do hope and am trying to be heartless but.. well.. grr... no matter how hard i try.. some t...

haha.. as if this concerns me noh? hehe.. i really hate posting and typing again what i typed before because something's wrong with the net.. i had posted already dapat BUT for some reason di lumabas! whew.. anyways.. as the topic goes.. Baby Shower!.. went to a friend's party last night.. actually it's the first time i got into this type of party.. hehe.. im soon going to be a ninang!! whew! anyways apart from the topic.. actually im taking a break from the usual routine.. but later this evening..im bound to have a lot of people to talk to again. hmm.. it's sad that people don't value communication anymore, i mean the RIGHT communication.. was really upset for a little while with someone when the person insisted i read his blog (coz all his 'feelings' and events for that day was typed and posted na dun) instead of telling me about it.. hmm.. i may sound corny but i miss the times when a person can talk to another by using their own capabilities ...

the friday at last! hehe.. whew.. this week has been pretty busy.. but busy in a positive way.. am happy na somehow im forming a new pattern in my life at the same time following a very good system that works.. actually i just got home.. i was with my parents tonight to talk to a potential business partner and am very happy because for the first time.. dad was with us (mom and me).. the talk was on savings of course and im happy i have imparted the concept to our long-time neighbors sa old house ni ah-mah.. and now i see the spark in their eyes when they realized "time is not yet over, there is still time to reach financial stability" whew.. im so happy with what i do.. and i hope someday my friends would understand what im doing may also be beneficial to them if they only knew how many people have tried to follow what i've learnt and shared.. ;-) anyways.. on the lighter shade of things.. hehe.. i am a young person too noh.. hehe.. dili lang na pirmi savings ang na...

it has been a long while since i last posted here.. my monitor got busted and was busy with work. didn't really see the point of buying another montor since i don't really intend to spend too much time online but due to requests and other important matters in the family and in work, well.. obviously i bought one. hmm.. last week marked the start of my year.. a great start and hopefully it will continue.. a lot of prospects had been talked to.. until i got sore throat! whew.. sleepless nights and early morning meetings.. haha.. i love this life! many are making their 'new year's resolutions.. and i am thinking of one too for myself.. but the only resolution im targeting for this year and hopefully beyond.. is SAVINGS! i need savings.. i've been working hard and deserve to sooner or later stop the excuses and save as much as i should. whew.. another is FOCUS.. i know as a woman (i am one hehe) emotions truly hit hard and affect me as much as any other woman.....

The Results are In! hehe.. The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed? Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance. Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too,...

I wished I didn't have to make these titles all the time.. nahihirapan ako to make a title for everything.. hehe.. I'm listening to Israel Kamakawiwo's "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" an oldies song which has a new nice beat from the movie 50 first dates.. I just got up and all I can say, this song causes my heart to skip a beat.. hehe.. nakz.. so early to be senti noh?! Anyways, I just got up and am downloading one of the funny songs sa movie White Chicks entitled "A thousand miles" hehe.. im sure this would cause a lot of laughter in our home. hehe.. Yesterday was the first day of the real world for 2005.. but 2004 kept on reminding me and hopes to come back.. whew.. but nope.. on I must go.. nga pala.. I'm so sorry for being insensitive enough not to note that a TSUNAMI has devastated thousands of lives late December.. I'm sorry for not putting it on my blog.. whew.. wish them all hope and peace..

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granny torotot.... 

pa-cute lang gud... 

ahiya.. 

the spread.. hehe 

rajiv and dad (tops lang ang formal, naka-shorts na sila...hahaha) 

Baileys and I.. 

granny.. smile! 

ako lang ang cute.. hahaha... 

memum and me.. 

granny and ahiya... 

brothers pose... 

sleepy memum... 

the gifts i got for christmas..2004 

It's quite overwhelming to think how fast a year comes and goes.. yesterday was 2004, in a quick glance it's already 2005!.. Last Dec. 30,2004 I spent time with my College Barkada at a Fiesta Celebration.. and the question posted was "how was ur 2004?" At first, a quick "OK lang" answer, but when one does really think about it, every year is truly a step forward to an invisible goal.. hehe.. invisible coz I myself don't really have a life goal. So what has happened to me in the year 2004: In terms of business/job: *Got promoted this year to Marketing Director ... *Started business at Stitch ... *Gotten the chance to travel to place, some of which I've never heard before! - Surigao City, Butuan City, Cebu City, Manila, Baguio City, Gen. Santos City, Pantukan, Tagum City, Caburan - a small town at the edge of the map of the philippines whew!, Camiguin, Cagayan de Oro City. Compostela Valley, Nabunturan.. etc.. hhehe.. In terms of family: *Vac...