Skip to main content

The Holidays

Do you ever get that lonely feeling during the holidays? I do, and it's downright weird that I would feel such a thing being with everyone I love during the holidays. Isn't it supposed to be with those who lack something in their lives? Or perhaps it's the cold weather that causes this loneliness?

I do feel it, usually during the holidays.

I guess this is the main reason why they say that suicide is higher during the holidays as compared to regular days. But don't worry, I'm not up to thinking about suicide, I'm too beautiful for that. Haahahhaa...

Further, as the year ends, I'm trying to compose my personal year-end report (as I have always written since time-a-memorial) and I truly could say that 2008 has had her ups and downs and nothing could beat the end of the year than to face a predicament I have always thought I was safe from every experiencing again.

Anyhow, for those who have the time to read it, then hopefully I could get my thoughts organized for my year-end report.


Comments

Popular posts from this blog

WhaT DoNuT ArE YoU!?

You Are a Glazed Donut Okay, you know that you're plain - and you're cool with that. You prefer not to let anything distract from your sweetness. Your appeal is understated yet universal. Everyone dig you. And in a pinch, you'll probably get eaten. What Donut Are You?

It's up to my wife....

"It's up to my wife.." A student told me today when I asked them to present in class their future plans. I honestly was taken aback by his response. He wasn't the type of who would let someone decide for him. But there he was telling me this. Somehow, I wasn't sure that his declaration was for real. When I asked him if the decision to get married was his, he simply said, "I don't have a choice." I wonder. If I were the fiance and I heard all these, how would it feel like? On the other hand, will men really dodge the bullets of marriage if they could? Why so? Is marriage only for the weak? I hope not.

My Supposedly 1st Year Anniversary

I woke up today hoping the feeling would be gone But then I realized, it just can't be done. Thoughts raged as I recalled.. It was this day.... 1 year had gone. Hmm... it was dawn when we finally decided to try and put our friendship to second base. I was so excited coz you'd be my first. Didn't really know how it would turn out, but I had hopes na it would somehow last. I was wrong, so naive, so foolish. Didn't see, didn't know it would end like this. I trusted, I cared, I loved. You didn't believe... Oh! a dud! When I knew your past I said to myself "he didn't deserve that... I would never leave him". Alas in the end, I was left like a baby puppy left in the rain to die. (firugatively speaking hehehe) 1 year I thought things would change. My heart's beating would finally end its pain. But no! Oh how could this be? How could I still be inlove with thee????!!!! Love, a profoundly mysterious feeling that sulks deep within one's heart. Ma...