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The weekend....

Last weekend (Oct.21-22) we, higschool berkz, went to the province to shoot a pre-nuptial AVP and pictorial for a buddy's wedding this December... we stayed in an exclusive beach house.. did interviews with their relatives and friends... I did the interviews for the parents (both the male and the female's side)..

... asking moms and dads to speak about their son or daughter brings a smile to my face, watching them teary-eyed at answering some quite emotional questions makes my heart warm. I myself almost cried at those interviews, it seemed at that moment that they came to realize 'this is it! there's no turning back ~ their son/daughter is ready to go the next step... i was wondering what my mom and dad would have felt if I was the one getting married..! ~ hahaha...

The weekend was the thing I needed, when reality slaps your face you certainly need to take a step or two back. After a long time, I have finally known the reason why he can't love me. The reason is valid but painful, tried to cry but tears won't fall hurriedly, pa-unti unti... it left me feeling ripped and torn.. but over the weekend, laughing and enjoying time with my friends made me calm down.

I don't know where the future would lead us, but I'm glad he finally opened up the real reasons. And I pray someday, he may meet that person who he can entrust his heart and that person who can love him the whole package and someone who can gain his confidence na no matter what happens, she can be there for him ~ I believe someone like that still exists (the road to life isn't easy, but it would be worth while if you got someone who truly loves you)

:)

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