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hmm.. feeling.

Do you ever get that feeling where you feel you miss someone so much? and in denial of who that someone is?

I've been having that sort of feeling for several days now, I know who I miss but I tend to brush off the feeling coz it's just not right.

I believe in loyalty and committment, where the person doesn't need to be beside you all the time and even if you don't see him, the feeling is still the same.

And this feeling bothers me... big time.

CrEePy As iN!


Anyways, updates... today ends my first trimester at MBA - APEX, with lots of paperwork loads to finish plus another last resort paper, I don't know if I can hold on pa! hehehe.. as if! I've completed all my accounting paperworks, I have but one na lang sa research.. I can't start it off since the prof hasn't approved my research question yet! we have to meet this afternoon pa.

Aside from school, my ceo just targeted me as his project! he started the business over 10years ago, at my AGE! and he just drops the bomb and say... "hey laydee, I was your age when I started, YOU should be in my POSITION at your age!"

tough times ahead...

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