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My Supposedly 1st Year Anniversary

I woke up today hoping the feeling would be gone
But then I realized, it just can't be done.
Thoughts raged as I recalled..
It was this day.... 1 year had gone.


Hmm... it was dawn when we finally decided to try and put our friendship to second base. I was so excited coz you'd be my first. Didn't really know how it would turn out, but I had hopes na it would somehow last.


I was wrong, so naive, so foolish.
Didn't see, didn't know it would end like this.
I trusted, I cared, I loved.
You didn't believe... Oh! a dud!


When I knew your past I said to myself "he didn't deserve that... I would never leave him". Alas in the end, I was left like a baby puppy left in the rain to die. (firugatively speaking hehehe)


1 year I thought things would change.
My heart's beating would finally end its pain.
But no! Oh how could this be?
How could I still be inlove with thee????!!!!


Love, a profoundly mysterious feeling that sulks deep within one's heart. Many search for it, others even die for it. Lucky are those who have found it. But one this is for sure, one cannot control the bearer of Love.. No one really knows if the other is true or he's just fooling around. But one thing is for sure, it just can't be undone like undoing one's shoelaces. It may take days and months for others..... but for me it lasts a lifetime.

Hay, true love is truly a blessing, but not all will be graced by it's presence.

Comments

pamie said…
hehehe.. parang nakakarelate ako.. ^^
Laydee said…
hehehe sorry for the long reply hehehe.. ok lang yan.. nakz.. we all go thru this phase

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