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Been thru a lot of conversations to customer services reps. excuse the language but DUH! Majority of them aren't really there for helping but most are just there for listing damn reports to be submitted to God knows who! It all started when I started using my SUN sim once again, at first there were no problems with the connections and stuff, and since I am already used to some hours where one can't really connect due to a clog in the network so didn't really piss me off... but several weeks ago there was something different. I'd hear 3-4 beeps then after that, I can no longer connect, and my txt messages don't reach the reciever. I asked the customer rep about this but all they can say is "don't worry maam, I'll make a report and forward it to our tech staff. But so far maam, nothing is wrong with the system as indicated here in our computer". I just shrugged it off as some unexplainable network stuff. This continued for several weeks, I could...

Downloaded this from somewhere, read the book around college.. It was a good movie, it depicted my imagination and more about the characters.. though they talk quite fast (Plus English slang pa!) so medyo hirap.. but overall rating for me is good. Touched my heart when Darcy confessed his feelings to Elizabeth. Kinda like my ideal, I wanted strong (a little proud? hehe) men. Don't like the flimsy, overly open type. I'm too emotional, aren't I? hehe.. maybe due to lotsa books I've read on the matter. But honestly, I'm thinking that love isn't worth it.. It rarely comes knocking at my door and majority don't stay.. and it is I who should 'understand' and 'let go'. Seems I'm not really made to be loved by those outside my family. Ahh too tired of the repititious hurt.. I say ignore the feeling. Better it not be known than be known and only hurt like human flesh being poked and slowly screwed in by a rusty screwdriver ~ the pain is intol...

oh my gosh.. just realized nag major drama na man pud diay ko last post! whew!!!... Last Saturday actually, I was bvery busy with work, my ceos came over, settled some disputes among the leaders (kami nakz) in Davao, then there was a wealth management seminar in Royal Mandaya Hotel to which one of our product providers where host, so I was there, then followed by some trainings. All the while, I was smiling as if nothing happened but deep inside my heart was being torn. nakz Anyways, it's funny isn't it? almost all the blogs I have read and majority of the conversations made, and a lot of forums and even websites cater to one common topic.. LOVE.. isn't it endless? many are searching for love, others are tired of love, still others want to let go of love! I'm even guessing 90% of my blog is all about the stuff.... ewww... im sooo.... HUMAN! hahahhaa will recap next time coz im sooo sleepy na.. anyways there was this email being circulated by my friends.. it's funny....

Peopl fall inlove not knowing WHY or HOW it's so special. a feeling that doesn't require much answers.. U just love no matter how stupid u become.... I let go of someone I love yesterday, after a long while. My mind told me it's time to do so, but my heart is crying little sobs as it slowly beats wishing the beats would just stop and all the pain would simply end. It's tough, I know people would say 'it's the right thing to do' but how come I feel so wrong? but no, I will not talk about it. I'll just ignore, lock it up, until the thought just clears away. That's what I'm goin to do. I'll not cry, I've become numb. I will not find someone better. My heart has died over and over again. Every time I let go of someone, my heart dies it's little deaths. Now, there's nothing else to do but simply build a wall.

Today is Araw ng Davao .. It's raining pretty hard since the wee hours in the morning til this moment. A very cold day for all, though it's raining, the programs are still on.. I didn't go out though, it's too wet! hehehe.. instead I stayed home and slept! hahaha.. Yesterday, I renewed my passport, took us a few hours (1hour 25mins. to be exact). It wasn't too long as I expected, and there were a lot of people, when we went in they were still in 219.. I was number 334! I'll be getting the renewed passport next week. It's funny 'coz if you choose 1 week you pay P500.. if you choose 2-3 days it's P700 and 1 day mga around hmmm... 1,000 ++.. I was thinking, if it could be possibly done in 1 day, then why settle for longer periods?? ah, I guess it's all for the money. chiching! hehe.. well well.. that's the 3rd world for you. Another was, 3years ago, we opted to get passports by travel agency, they charged P1,000 each, though I forgot how many da...

Ate at a Vietnamese retaurant tonight with my parents and their friends. Hmm.. great food though I don't know what will happen tomorrow.. hahaha.. got a lot of herbs inside me.. hahaha.. but I specially like the 'roll' as they call it, parang lumpia but with 'rice paper' then you put in cabbage, pork meat (na parang cooked tocino but not sweet), green mango strips, cucumber strips, onion leaf strips, mint and oregano.. then roll mo then.. dip in a special sauce na parang may peanut.. hmm .. yum yum.. hehe... sayang nga lang di ko naisipang picturan.. hehe.. then there was green curry (as in green hahaha hindi ung yellowish, it's reall green), then ung parang pancit na flat mixed with several vegies, sarap din.. and marami pa.. I just noticed they're more into the spicy lineage of food tapos yung puro veggie stuff, and food na dami ekk ekk hehhee.. but it was fun! Funny coz several months before, I was insisting that we (family) should try vietnamese.. Well...

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FrOm ThE bLoGgEr... It's been a while since I've started this blog. Though this isn't one of those blogs people avidly visit, I'd like to thank those who have formed, in one way or another, part of this blog. Would like to thank those who have commented on several stuff I posted. I'd also like to thank the visitors who have either mistakenly came to this spot or those who were curious enough to give this blog a shot. haha.. it's so fun to make editorials pala noh? hehe never really had the chance to do so.. but oh yeah, I've ran out of words! Today was a day like any other day I got. Slept late last night but due to my body clock, was able to wake-up at around 7am. The song Please be careful with my heart by Jose Mari Chan immediately became the LSS (Last Song Syndrom) in my head, funny 'coz I haven't heard that song for so long, kinda just popped in my head. And since I didn't really have scheduled appointment today and didn't really ...